July 3rd 2011

I suck at coming up with journal titles, so I'll probably just do dates, haha.

Haven't posted here in ages >_o I will try to update more in the future! Not that very many people actually care or read this tripe >__>

First post I mentioned some difficult stuff going on in my life, and so I might as well get it out there. I'm currently getting a divorce, and while I was having a hard time when I started this blog, I'm having a much easier time of it now. I'm so much happier without him it's just absurd. Really I just need a few other things to straighten themselves out in my life and I'm golden.

Still living with my parents since I left the ex, but hopefully a friend and I will be getting a place together before the end of this summer. I'm getting a new car as well, having to drop $2800 to get it up here to Alaska, though, hence the waiting on getting a place >_o One step at a time I suppose. I have a good job with benefits, so it shouldn't take me too long to save up enough to manage a deposit and all that nonsense.

Been working on some art lately. I did a picture for this rp group, worked crazy hours on it to get it done in just a couple of days before the deadline, only to find out that the group is far less structured and plot driven than I thought it was going to be. Definitely a disappointment. Poor Dominique discovered the same thing >P Which is a bummer because her picture/character turned out so awesome @3@ Mad jealous of her skills over here, haha. Now I'm working on a picture that I started waaaay back in October 2010 >___>;;; It's a bit of Harry Potter fanart I did for a writer that did this AMAZING fanfic. Problem was I loved the sketch, but got it in to ink and color it and it just...drove me freaking insane. Still kinda bothering me, but not so bad. Just ruing, once again, how crappy I am at coloring. *sighs* I really just have zero talent for it. Depresses me sometimes. Pisses me off, really, if I think about it too hard, because I know that I'm a pretty good hand at drawing people, decent sense of proportions and all that, but when it comes to coloring...I'm just completely lost, no matter how many damn tutorials I look at. Ugh.

Anyways, moving on, before this turns into a very bitter pity party...

Currently reading Little Dorrit by Charles Dickens
Loving the new Panic! At the Disco cd, Vices and Virtues
Wishing men were better at communicating in general
Need to remember to call and schedule a date with the Divorce Court
Should really get off my ass and work on any of the number of web comic ideas I have floating around
Should do some writing too, while I'm at it.

Writing this journal has made me feel depressed for some reason.

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